Faithful

I know I've been terrible at blogging lately but just have to share this quick thought.

I spent yesterday afternoon with some good friends doing a "craft" but that was mostly just an excuse to hang out together, drink some wine, and share some laughs.

That night as I was laying in bed with hubby, thinking about all the unknowns of our future and all of the deadlines that I'm not sure I'm going to meet, I said, "T, what's going to happen?!"  And my calm and wise hubby said, "I don't know.  But its going to be something good.  Think about everything that's happened in the last two years.  We just spent the afternoon with some good friends, this time two years ago you were working minimum wage at job and hating every minute, we didn't have a church, we didn't have any friends.  Think about all the good things that God has brought us."

Swallow hard.  Message received.  I so quickly forget every gift, every blessing, every provision that came at just the right time.  I so easily get caught up in the now and forget that God has never failed me.  So today, behind on work, no idea about the adoption, mom fighting cancer,...I can still say, yes, You were faithful and I know You will continue to be because you've never failed me yet.